Tasha Nicole Wright: 06/23/13

In my free time !!!

Doing a lil research, with all the stuff on my plate now i cant waste anytime not coming with my A game now a days. It's alot of work being a career women and maintaining it till pays off !!!

I do miss back in the day when , Writing none stop, drawing and playing with my art, even my cartoon wasn't finished so that's just a fun lil side project imma pick up when i can ..

i remember even younger...... sleeping in for hours after a night of getting twisted and clubbing, maybe even a fight or 2 lol. Swearing i had this life figured and knowone could tell me nothing !
i was definitely wild, but still free spirited like i still am today.

I can honestly say i got over alot young or i wouldn't be standing today! i had way to many reality checks then, that i would be a fool now not to use all my mistakes as a learning experience and evolve from it !!

i honestly can/can't wait to see me @ 50yrs. i wonder how i will be!! hope im stronger, wisher, and still blessed & close to figuring this life out !! <<<~~~~~~ still growing everyday !!! but im patient so no rush lol

A QUICK RELEASE !!!!!

These last few days have been very heavy !!!! anxiety, depression, uncontrollable mood swings but today i feel a new !!! I woke up with the understanding of myself cause i rarely snap!! i hold alot in to satisfy others but when i snap i need to be understood period.
I believe in excepting people for who they are not what they are, cause you can change what but who you are is just that, now lets see what comes with that !!
My motivation comes from god period, never was i the one to be told everything gonna be OK or you can do it !!!! KNOWONE HAS EVER SAID THAT TO ME BUT GOD HELPED ME UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYTHING IS HERE FOR ME AND IT'S UP TO ME TO GET IT !!!
being alone for most all of my life. Never really having a shoulder to cry on, Knowone to give me a dollar to eat but still having their hands out to me !!!
Sadly i remember laying on my death bed, about 6 years ago needing a medicine that cost 70 bucks, i was bed ridden so i couldn't get the money myself. i picked up my phone calling over 200 people and not 1 person put a dollar towards saving my life. i had to get outta bed { CAUSE I WASN'T GOING OUT LIKE THAT } and put myself out there just to save my own life !! outta everything i been through in my life from rape, being beaten, used that's the day i knew i was alone no matter who says they have my back is BULLSHIT!!! I HAVE MY BACK BY GOD !!! THAT WAS A TEST FROM GOD AND EVERYONE FAILED ME. EXCEPT GOD GIVING ME STRENGTH TO GET UP !!
I'm still here strong, beautiful & blessed ! I don't need to make up a false life to get attention i don't like to much attention lol. Everything i have done in my life is because i am worth something .
Because Tasha put her mind to it ! Never was i one to pick up the phone asking & i don't till this day !
I am survivor period & will continue to do so till i take my last breathe !

THE WEEK AFTER I ALMOST DIDNT MAKE IT !!!